blank

harry is dying

his breathing is very shallow and raspy

he wont move or respond to anything

he has such a blank stare

every few breaths he will clench his stomach in a weird way and shudder


a few days ago he was running around with cheeko, like he was did the day we got him

i dont think i was even this sad about any of my grandparents dying

harry is part of me

i cant even imagine growing up without him

no matter what i was doing he was always there somehow in my memories

it might sound kinda ridiculous, how im making this a big deal

but thats okay, if im the only one who gets it, its fine with me

because i really love harry

it just sucks so fuckin bad to see him the way he is now

ive been layin down with im for a long time

and i just want him to die now

its horrible seeing him this way

he has had a great life

he was always my little furry buddy

always protecting us

no matter how annoying his barking got

he loved us




god damnit this is horrible




i might update his situation if i feel like it



harry bo barrrry