I get to stay up late tonight!/Chain Reactions are Sad

I had a super weekend.

thrusday-sunday with shelby

I would tell you what we did (and we did lots surprisingly deer lodge isn't as bad as we all think), but it would be like writing a suppppppper long romantic comedy novel...and I really don't have the romantic comedy novel knack so I'll let it be.

Just know it was AMAZIGNSGINGSGNSDSDFSUPERDUPERJFASLDKJFATIMESTENKAJILLIONSLKJALDKJALKFJ.


Times ten.


Minus two.


Plus four.

























































































But yeah, I learned soooo much from and about shelby and I'd say it was prolly the best fair since I was a kid and was content with a greasy treat.




ANnnnnnyyyyywayyyyyy....


I noticed I haven't had a very "emotional" blog in a while so I've decided to tell everyone how I'm feeling right now.

I'm looking forward to this year more than anything yet dreading it hardcore at the same time.

This year has potential to be the best year ever.

But either way its also my last year in high school.

Its extremely bittersweet...

All this paranoia is running through my mind....it makes me sick to my stomach.

But it will be easy to forget about when I'm having fun...and I will.

This year I will let loose.

Maybe take some chances....but if it hurts anyone along the way you can just SCREW IT...cause I won't do that.


I need to stick to my overtly safe attitude...

haha, sometimes I can be too safe....


Today Jake and I were walking to safeway to get some junkfood.

He was walking on the retaining wall next to les schwab and I totally freaked out and told him to get down from there...

He couldn't believe I was serious.

Can't blame him, I had done it countless times before...


Hmmm, well I don't really care.

Overall I'm still a happy kid, I got pretty scared last night, thought I effed up, but it's all good now haha, but otherwise I have been extremely happy.

Football is going good, hanging with my friends and shelby are balanced activities, but I think shelby would be one of our friends anyway, muahah she is starting to become corrupt like us all.


Now we have the blue gold game this friday....


Then about half a week, and school begins.




And the summer is over.





a bittersweet reprise.