exercise creativity/ROUTINE/happiness

I have been incredibly bored.

Yes, its only Monday.

But I have no way to exercise my creativity.

I come home...and just want to make music, or to make a movie, or to draw all over my walls in permanent marker....but I can't for various reasons.

Music: I can't record anymore/No one will play with me

Movies: The camera is not compatible with my computer/No one will help me

Draw all over my walls with permanent marker: My mom won't let me (she literally walked in the instant I was about to...)


I want to exercise my creativity somehow...I might just completely tear apart my room and redo the walls and carpet and everything....



Next problem...I feel so blatantly bored because of ROUTINE.

I'm falling back into it and I DONT WANT TO.

Routine makes the days blur...I have no memories with it.

Nothing is ever fun with routine...its just...routine....

Routine makes me secure though, but incredibly bored with life. I get ravished, and hunger for something to just happen.


NEXT.

Onto happiness.


I have roughly four friends.

I haven't seen much of three of them this summer.

Yep pretty much shelby, but I can't complain, she's pretty much amazing x 2.

Brian needs to come home.

Dave needs to come out of hiding.

Cheyenne just needs to wash windows.

And Shelby needs to hitch rides anyway she can. LAWL.

Yeah so pretty much you all need to be in my basement...all the time.

Summer is depressing...I miss traditioning with the fellas.



Anyway, Ima end this now.



Sunday = best sunday evaaaaaaaaar