.........get myself into it

Yeah.

I'm too scared to write a happy blog.


Cause I'm afraid it'll all come crashing down right after I do.


Then I'll have to either make a new blog, or post like 2302343 blank entries.


So yeah.


This is my subliminally happy blog.

Not near as fleshed out as a sad or gripe blog.


Deal with it.


Assume I'm feeling good.


Assume it.


I didn't say I was.


ASSUME.


Or the blog will get me.


I know it.










































==========------------------------------------james

Part 1

I'm a super happy camper.






Lots of good things have been happening.


Plus I found a bunch of new musical artists and have been downloading their material vigorously.










I wish I wasn't such a puss.









Peace.

Insert half of lyrical phrase here.

Yeah.

Sometimes I wonder if I should bother.

Sometimes I wonder if people excessively hype me.

Sometimes I wonder if I should even care about the past two statements.


Because in all honesty, I really shouldn't.

Go for it.

Until you can't anymore.

Even if it seems like it'll be the hardest thing to accomplish.

Because if you don't bother.

Then why do you wish you could?










Yep, theres my subliminal MINDSPEAK for the day.

Onto other things.

School.

Ehh, so repetitive, I've dwelt on this before.




Its so boring, I don't know what to do with myself.

So lately I entertain by being over the top stupid.

That and lift*

But whatever, I just wanna mix things up, and slowly, I have....I think I'm just scared to at times.

Eventually I get over the SCARY-ness.

And move on.

Its cool, but makes me bipolar, yum.






Beat Zelda, onto Castlevania/MGS:PO

OMG LOLZ.






peathe everyone.



*denotes manliness



Insert second half of lyrical phrase here.

YEAH

OPTIMISM OVERWHELMS ME.





Pessimism gays up my mind anyway.


Fuck you pessimism.




Daniel says blog a shitload to ease the process of writing a report



I really have nothing to say.


Except that at about 10:15 I'm gonna go play Zelda regardless of what anyone says.

Which reminds me.

People have been calling me a nerd lately.

Like a lot of em.

It doesn't bug me.

But its just coming so fast.

CUH RAXXXXY.






Wish me luck.............I NEED IT.

?

Confusion...


What do I do?

Life Like Weeds

Yeah the title really doesn't mean anything.

It was just the Modest Mouse song playing at the time.

But it really is a good song.

Another song that is just as good by them is Dashboard.

Their new single.

It blows my mind, and lately I really feel I can relate to the lyrics.

"...would've been, could've been, worse than you would ever know, the dashboard melted but we still have the radio..."

Its kinda subliminal, but SHUT DA FUH UP.

Anyway, whats her name....umm....ahh....oh yeah, Cheyenne or something says since I made her blog that I have to.

Yeah its gay, since I'm not feeling that blogging energy too much.

So I'm just gonna pretty much write about whatever comes to mind then fluff this shit with pictures that probably have nothing to do with the context as usual.

Pfff....sooo....yeah.

School pretty much still blows and is stressful as all hell.




Thats because of my social anxiety problems though.

Too many people and I go yowsa.

Plus I don't know how to be around certain people anymore, or if I should even be around them.

Yeah I guess I'm just bummed because school is school and hasn't miraculously changed over break.

So much for a Christmas miracle Santa you lazy bastard.



I'm in Academic Olympics.

I feel like such a nerd.

But I am, and I guess I should really exploit it, eh?



Oh yeah, I just remembered, Sean and I are gonna start lifting and running like Russians.

Kettle Balls and weighted vests.

I'm gonna be hella ready for track and football.

Man, usually I'm not such a jock, but I need something to do.

Two hours after school sonny.


Well damn, I don't know what else to say about my life.

I'm distressed, I always am, but for various reasons.

Some obvious.

Others not.

But I'm really not in the complaining, poor my heart and soul out mood.

I'm just really tired.






And I really really want some caramel right now.






------------------------------------------james

yummm

Zelda.

For GCN.

Is still awesome.







Anyway.

I'm gonna keep this one short.



Respect everyones point of view.

And don't jump to conclusions.


Look, its my ass.

Ass.

Thats what I am.








Night.