yeah yeah yeahhhhh

Well I thought I'd make a brief blog before Winter Ball rolls around...because I will definitely have a large blog about that and hopefully with a million pictures too.


Well for the past two weeks things have been good, last week Shelby came over like 3 days of the week, it was awesome and we did some cool stuff, I won't elaborate because I'd end up doing so for a lonnnnnnng time, but just know it was all amazing stuff, shes the greatest.


Sean has also been back and I've been trying to talk to him cause we had a weird fallout thing for some reason, I don't really know why, but last night he invited me to the class party which was pretty damn cool, cept I had to leave early, around 11.


By then it was turning into a pineapple whipped cream kool-aid party.

Fun stuff.

I've been hanging with Joe a lot too.

We try really hard to find fun things to do, but it is very difficult.

We usually just eat somewhere and then run around town or just chill.

Funnnnnn stuff.



The other day we dressed up old school and pretended to be Michigan hicks.

It was pretty cool minus the itchy ass cotton shirt I was wearing, jaysus.


We also went sledding with Lucas and Jake, that was pretty cool.

Oh, and we made a bunch of music too, jeeez I keep just remembering this shit.

Oh well I've always had a bad memory.


Thanksgiving was cool, if not overtly mellow.

We ate, played with Cheeka, talked to Shelby, played Skate, watched Chuck, and slept.

It was a fun time.

With good damn food.


This morning we went to visit the puppies.



They were damn adorable.

I'm really split.

There is a light one, who is just amazingly cute and gentle and lovey dovey.

I just bubble up thinking about him.

Then theres also a dark, rough, tough guy, who I know would be loyal and protective as all hell.

Ah, man it'll be a tough decision for the fam I just know it haha.




Welllllllllll, not much else has been going on cept for I got Mass Effect in the mail today, and played that for about an hour.

I gotta say its pretty damn cool, the sci fi setting is making me blow it.


Welllll thats all I've got for now, I just felt like I had to document the last two weeks somehow, if not briefly.

PEACE



WINTERBALL HERE I COME BEWULF TREEDEE FOOD DANCING WITH MY HOT WOMANNNNNNN FUNNNNNN

REBELLION WEEKEND (KIND OF)

Okay...

For months I've been planning something called my rebellion weekend.

I won't tell you what it consists of other than rebellion.

But I've been needing this weekend because I haven't really done anything crazy yet in high school.

And I'm a senior. I MEAN C'MON NOW!@#$J!#@$

Anyway, I wanted to keep it low key, and wanted it to be the first weekend after football ended.

Well, it was guaranteed to be low key considering no one was freaking home the whole weekend haha.

So Shelby, my first invitee, came to Deer Lodge.

We had plans to hang with Jessica and begin the rebellion with her.

She was in Billings and was going to be home late, so we had lots of time to kill.

When Shelby came, around 4 or so on Saturday, we were watching the Griz game, and my family made a shit ton of food, it was STUPENDOUS!

After getting a full belly and forcing Shelby to eat, we continued watching the game.

I ended up gettin pissed and we had to go downstairs or I woulda started screaming CAUSE THE DAMN GRIZ GOTTA SCARE THE SHIT OUTTA ME JEBUS.

Shelby watched me play Mario....(I know im such a loser haha) while we talked about some of the stresses in our life. I love our gripe talks, we get into it haha.

After that I think I challenged her to a wrestling match....which I won of course.

We had a cool wrestling helment...


But man we were beatin the shit outta eachother for a while....prolly around half an hour...thats quite a while haha.

After catching our breath, we decided to not go smoke some stogies not at the park in the dark. Oh man it was so not funny when Shelby didnt smoke a stogie not at the park ahh man I'll never forget that. After that Shelby decided to be a big sweetheart and buy us "treats". Shelby was being a big Cheyenne and couldn't decide on her candy bar. She eventually got Reeses caramel and an vanilla/mocha alligator ice....which was surprisingly good. I got the same minus the reeses plus a kit kat....mmmmmmmmmm.

We went back to my house and ate our candy and watched some dumb goosebumps for a while.

After a while we couldn't get a hold of Jessica, and Shelby had to stay somewhere, so she ended up staying at my house.

It took a while, but she eventually caved in to the idea, she thought she was overstayin her welcome and what not...

PFFF WHAT A LOSER



Anyway, it strangely started feeling like a sleep over...

We went to the basement and played some WarioWare with Jakers.

That was a good time I will not lie.

Eventually it got late and we got tired so we headed to our separate sleeping areas.

Shelby in my room, and Jake and I were in the basement.

Haha it was so funny, I woke up around 6 and heard a high pitched wail.

I thought it was Shelby crying so I really panicked for a second or two.

Then I heard another wail, this one lower, and realized it was my dad farting like a maniac.

God dad, god.


Eventually Shelby got up and headed home, I was sad to see her go, it was such a fun time, we bonded pretty hardcore I'd say, I love that girl no doubt.


Anyyyway, I didn't know what I was gonna do all Sunday, but remembered we had to take Marne home so I asked if I could go and of course I could.

First though Marne and I went to take Cinder out (carson's dog).

Her and cheeka played for so long, it was really entertaining to watch.

Eventually we headed home and helped Marne pack.

We went to Missoula, and picked up Carson to take to lunch.

We all talked football and made fun of Marne a whole lot.

It was a good time, I really like Carson, he's a fun dude, and NOT A MEATHEAD.

I hope he's nice to me when I get into college.

Anyway, we headed around to a few shopping locales, the mall etc.

It was pretty boring, but I saw a girl that looked exactly like sutton in a pet store.

I laughed and tried to get a picture but I got in trouble hehe.

Eventually we dropped Marne off and we picked up Guitar Hero 3.

Jake and I played that when we got home and it was a good time hanging with ol jakers.

Now I'm here, delaying homework, writing an unnecessarily specific blog.

2 maybe 3 people read this.



GAHDDD.


Oh well it was fun.


Not very rebellious, but FUUUUUUUUUUUN, the best weekend I've had in a while I'd say.

Makes me really look forward to the rest of the year...aww I just can't wait I'm such a happy kid.

RIP Harry

RIP Harry




We'll miss ya buddy.

blank

harry is dying

his breathing is very shallow and raspy

he wont move or respond to anything

he has such a blank stare

every few breaths he will clench his stomach in a weird way and shudder


a few days ago he was running around with cheeko, like he was did the day we got him

i dont think i was even this sad about any of my grandparents dying

harry is part of me

i cant even imagine growing up without him

no matter what i was doing he was always there somehow in my memories

it might sound kinda ridiculous, how im making this a big deal

but thats okay, if im the only one who gets it, its fine with me

because i really love harry

it just sucks so fuckin bad to see him the way he is now

ive been layin down with im for a long time

and i just want him to die now

its horrible seeing him this way

he has had a great life

he was always my little furry buddy

always protecting us

no matter how annoying his barking got

he loved us




god damnit this is horrible




i might update his situation if i feel like it



harry bo barrrry

sunday blues...

man sundays can be saaaaaaad

especially this sunday

i woke up really late, around 3 or so

so i pretty much wasted the best part of sunday

which is sunday morning (reading the paper, making a big breakfast, etc.)

so that irked me

then i remembered i have school the next day

and i don't want to go back

its not hard or miserable when i get there, its just the anticipation that kills ya

and throughout the day i ate pretty much only junkfood cause my mom was making a bunch

and my dad was being gay asking if i was drinking last night GAHD

i did not drink last night

last night i got high

ON LIFE

HAHAHAHA

last night was awesome

*IMPORTANT EDIT I FORGOT ABOUT FRIDAY OMG*

so friday first

we had school

it was kinda cool, i like those days, they are easy, i have study hall and art with shelby, i really like that class

so all day shelby and i were trying to find a way for her to stay in after school

we begged chy at lunch

but i kinda blew it when chy asked if i used her and i said yes hahaha

shelby slapped her forehead and i knew i made a mistake

i dont use chy though, its just a nice benefit for her to bring shelby ya know

so i was pretty sad that she wouldnt be able to come in, but i was cool with it

even though seth made a horrible joke on the subject, gahd he got my hopes up haha

luckily they ended up coming in anyway

we drove around for a while until we decided to go to the haunted house

we saw danielle from anaconda there and when shelby learned who she was she seemed to get pretty down or something, idk....maybe she was jealous

haha it was so funny how she kept looking at her and saying how she wasnt pretty hehe

anyway i felt pretty bad for shelbs, i could understand...i get jealous and whatnot very very easy....idk if she even cared or was jealous but i guess it was my instinct to try and comfort her, im not very good at it haha

anyway we went through the haunted house

and it was the gayest shit of my life

it was no where near as big or epic as it usually is

it was so damn short

and five damn dollars too

what a damn ripoff

afterwards we were all kinda pissed about it, so we headed to safeway to find some food or something

chy couldnt choose what debbie cake thing she wanted most and it took forever

but we finally got outta there after shelby helped her decide

chy stole a pumpkin on the way out and she decided to carve it at my house

everyone sat around the kitchen forever it was kinda fun talkin and stuff

i was gettin tired of standing around so shelby and i went and sat down in the basement

no one heard us when we said lets all go sit down so i was like whered everyone go, cause no one came down foreeeeeeever

it was okay though shelby and i had a tickle fight that i won

its weird ive been gettin less ticklish and shes been gettin more ticklish

THE LORD WORKS IN MYSTERIOUS WAYS

after a while chy and bri came down and we watched tv for a while

it concluded the night

it wasnt a super momentous or amazingly fun night

but i really enjoyed it, i love being in the company of friends

*END OF SUPERFLUOUS EDIT SATURDAY'S EVENTS FOLLOW*

first we won a playoff game

which was scary

and im still really shaken and depressed about it

yeah i know "why are ya depressed if ya won james?"

well i dont fuckin know, but i know it was just scary how we almost lost

and it really sucked at the time

that feeling

and i guess even though we won it kinda stuck with me, even through the night into today

so blah

anyway

nick and i left deer lodge around 4:30 and got in elliston around 5

we watched shelby chase around sawyer trying to hurt him and make his shirt rip more

then around 6 we left for helena

i was really really spent from the game so i was dozing off in the car a lot

it was hard not to, it was pretty comfy


we ended up going to a bunch of places, like a kmart and a bank and whatnot so chy could have money

then when we got to the movie they didnt take checks so chy paid for nick

it was funny

we saw people guarding the doors for the rated r movies so we kinda huddled around and tried to make a plan

we ended up just deciding to go to dan in real life, but at last second went into 30 days of night

IT WAS SO CRAZY

we didnt get caught even though river was there and yelling at shelby about how she was 12 and whatnot

that damn ass

it was a pretty cool movie, not very scary, but pretty gory and graphic

after the movie the girls went to the bathroom FOREVER

then we went to taco johns

heck yeah it was amazingly good

and i beat shelby there too

and to the car a bunch

im an awesome racer

after taco johns we headed back to elliston and went to shelbys for the formal bday stuff

shelby got chy some workout vids cause shes fat and a cool sweatshirt thing



we ate some damn good cake and then went to the living room or tv room or whatever for a movie

we watched knocked up, it was a pretty good movie from what i saw but i was so tired/carsick/full that i didnt see too much of it

i kinda felt bad cause i wasnt my usual loud rambunctious self, but its okay everyone survived even though i wasnt the life of the party LIKE I ALWAYS AM HECK YA (jk)

after the movie we said our goodbyes and headed home

it was a good night




sigh, they just go way too fast, it already feels like a dream

Godspeed you black emperor....

WOW.

I decided to blog.

Because I am bored.

The Office was only half an hour today, so I've got alllll this leftover time.

I had nothing planned and I hadn't blog blogged in a while so why not eh?

SOoo here we go...


Life Status: Awesome

Why: I have many reasons, a major one being Shelby and I are having a ball and having a hella good time haha, we've created some interesting memories and heres to making a million more. I love that girl. Not only is she my girlfriend, but she is my girlFRIEND, we get closer each day and both of us know a lot about eachother that most people don't. It feels good, very good. Another reason I'm happy is because of football....we are doing really good and it feels good to do good and be good and be recognized as good. It may be tiring and work, but I'm gonna push through it as hard as I can even though around this time it starts to wear you out. Another reason I'm so happy is because school hasn't been half as bad as I anticipated. Physics is probably my only real gripe, having homework alllllll the time, and its challenging....damn I don't even know why I'm doing it....I guess I just felt guilty taking the easy way out, I'm always up for a challenge no matter how much I whine, I'm very patient and easygoing so it really isn't that bad. I'm not one to just give up on anything.





WELLL shelby just called... and i got the point of the blog out...........I WILL FINISH LATER.

peace

AHHHHHHH breathe..........

I am so god damn happy.

All thanks to miss shelby.



Because of her, I'm not so scared anymore.









Eff ya tomorrow, here I come.

hey you guys

I need a favor to ask.

Because I just had a short, sweet conversation with Katie Hill....

Annnnnd we both told eachother how our attitudes are our main depressants.

So any time you see me being a little bitch, kick me in the nuts and then say, "JAMES QUIT BEING SUCH A GOD DAMN PUSSIMIST*!!!"





*pussimist = pessimist + pussy

well gosh darn

I'm really confused.

I'm really happy.

I don't want anything to change.

But when I'm by myself I such a downer.

I think I really need to vent.

But I'm not sure who I should vent to.

Or even if I should.

Because I always seem to worry about stuff that I have no reason to.

But it just keeps coming back to me, and I'm getting sick of it.

The contrasting feelings are killing me.

It may be because everything thing thats good to me just feels like a dream.

None of it seems real, or authentic, or like it ever happened when I'm by myself.

Then I try to be in those feel good situations more and more, but I feel selfish, like I don't deserve it.

Then I feel like I get annoying, and like people aren't being honest.

Then this builds up the paranoia.

And my stress.

And I hope its all over nothing.

But, like I said, it keeps coming back to me.

Shit, its going to be a long night.

not enough american parties not for reuben

ha, see what i did there...

with the title?

ya, prettty damn awesome

or in the words of brian

PFC



yeah sooo

im not sad anymore

i prolly will be again sometime though

cause i have my moments

where ill think too much

and get all emotional

buuuut right now

im PFH (pretty fuckin happy)

for one ive come to my senses

and decided to be optimistic not a damn downer

i also feel better because i have good friends

and they are fun to be around

even when theres nothing to do besides buy a big mac and eat it before you leave the drive thru

anooother good thing is shelby, hanging around her alllllways makes me happy, no matter what kind of mood im in

as soon as i hear that "a-huh huh" it just perks me up haha

ummmmm yep we had the best lazy sunday ever also

really good way to end the weekend instead of mope around and eat

"then pop goes my heart"

in my head all day i kid you not, what have you done to me?




and last ive got halo 3

yeah pretty sad i know but its something to take my mind off of shit and to blow off some steam killin noobz


well i pretty much blogged cause no one has in a while


soooo



















i really like this picture

even though im a loser in jeans and clown shoes

REMEMBER WHEN YOUR DAD DROVE BY SLOW?


ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

jl;aksjfljs

why do i feel so fucking sad

OMG TEH HALOZ

I love gettin overhyped for SOFTWARE.



I talked to jess today.

We talked about how we wanna have the most fun possible this year.

And it got me all excited for the year.



But right now football kinda cuts out half the weekends.

Not a big deal, since I love football, I just really want to do more this year and when footballs over I'm gonna have a ball.

YOU JUST WAIT AND SEE GOD DAMNIT.

Strawberry Jam

I love life.

Not even football can get in the way.

As stressful as it is.

I was kinda worried that losing would turn me into a manic depressive.

It didn't so I was relieved.


Yeah, so this weekend was pretttty DAMN GOOD.

Saturday.

I was pretty sore so I slept most of the day, but hung out with my Aunt Betty, went to the freshmen football jamboree, and went to the close up car wash.

I woke up around 4 and got on the net.

Shelby got on as well.

We decided that I was gonna go to Elliston that night.

I felt kinda bad coming on such short notice, but it was awesome anyway.

We sat and played with kittens (not as gay as it sounds), toured her mother's old house, got scared by Sawyer countless times, watched one gay and 1/3 of an amazing movie, got attacked and stalked by Sutton and mini-tj, ate tacos, and made fun of eachother.

Couldn't have had a better Saturday night if you ask me.

It was perfect for my conditions, sore and longing.


Sunday.

I slept in somewhat late.

Ate Marne's ice cream.

Andrew, Jake, and I got some pizza and sat in the basement talking and watching football whilst pigging out.

Dan and I decided to film our music video around noon.

I had lots of fun, and his camera is niiiiice.

I trust its gonna be a good video.

IT HAD BETTER BE GOD DAMNIT.

I don't think I've ever had such a bad panic attack under such bright conditions.


YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OMFG TRIFORCE

Homecoming.

It was quite the mixed bag.

On one hand I got to hang out with some friends and spend some time with Shelby.

Who is amazing, though I do feel kinda selfish around her lately cause I just can't seem to get enough of her. All the time we spend together is over in a blink and I seem to be wanting to spend more time with her than ever because of my last year in high school. I'm always scared of regretting not being with her enough, but that just might be my paranoia.

On the other there was some gay ass drama/reflective sadness going on.

It's making me feel weird as shit.

My emotions:

Happiness: 100%

Anger: 100%

Sadness: 80%


The way these emotions are colliding is confusing the shit outta me.

But the sadness and anger are unfairly outweighing the happiness.

It was my senior homecoming and I had a blast.

But the negative shit was just not needed.

I will remember it for a lonnnng time.

And I don't want to look back and say, "That fucking bitch broke his heart."

I want to look back and say, "I had one of the best times ever that night."

My stupid fucking paranoia took a toll on me too.

I don't know why I worry.

I really wish I didn't but...god damnit I don't know.

Overall, I just want to finish the year in a simple way.

Have fun, don't have high expectations, don't be so selfish, be the best person I can, and don't be so god damn pessimistic all the time.

I gotta live in the moment, not cry about how this moment is going to be the last one of its kind.

Man I really wish I had someone to vent to right now...




She had to ruin it for us...

I get to stay up late tonight!/Chain Reactions are Sad

I had a super weekend.

thrusday-sunday with shelby

I would tell you what we did (and we did lots surprisingly deer lodge isn't as bad as we all think), but it would be like writing a suppppppper long romantic comedy novel...and I really don't have the romantic comedy novel knack so I'll let it be.

Just know it was AMAZIGNSGINGSGNSDSDFSUPERDUPERJFASLDKJFATIMESTENKAJILLIONSLKJALDKJALKFJ.


Times ten.


Minus two.


Plus four.

























































































But yeah, I learned soooo much from and about shelby and I'd say it was prolly the best fair since I was a kid and was content with a greasy treat.




ANnnnnnyyyyywayyyyyy....


I noticed I haven't had a very "emotional" blog in a while so I've decided to tell everyone how I'm feeling right now.

I'm looking forward to this year more than anything yet dreading it hardcore at the same time.

This year has potential to be the best year ever.

But either way its also my last year in high school.

Its extremely bittersweet...

All this paranoia is running through my mind....it makes me sick to my stomach.

But it will be easy to forget about when I'm having fun...and I will.

This year I will let loose.

Maybe take some chances....but if it hurts anyone along the way you can just SCREW IT...cause I won't do that.


I need to stick to my overtly safe attitude...

haha, sometimes I can be too safe....


Today Jake and I were walking to safeway to get some junkfood.

He was walking on the retaining wall next to les schwab and I totally freaked out and told him to get down from there...

He couldn't believe I was serious.

Can't blame him, I had done it countless times before...


Hmmm, well I don't really care.

Overall I'm still a happy kid, I got pretty scared last night, thought I effed up, but it's all good now haha, but otherwise I have been extremely happy.

Football is going good, hanging with my friends and shelby are balanced activities, but I think shelby would be one of our friends anyway, muahah she is starting to become corrupt like us all.


Now we have the blue gold game this friday....


Then about half a week, and school begins.




And the summer is over.





a bittersweet reprise.

From now on....

Thursday I went to shelby's.


Had one of the best times ever, I love that girl.

We watched a good mouse movie.

She has some adorable kittens.

And is an amaazing painter.

Looking forward to our future.





Friday...

LAST DAY OF WORK EFF YEAH.

Got off at noon.

Went to Missoula...

Got picked up by Bette.

Went to Frenchtown.

Went to their football practice.

Prettty awkward.



Went to the fair.

Hung out with Brad's buds.

Awkward.




SATURDAY>>>>>

Slept in for the first time in ages.

Ate some food around noon.

Went to town around 4.

Ate giant rib platter at Famous Dave's.

Went to mall.

Went to fair.

Awkward again.


Went to adult entertainment store afterward with Brad's friends.

Interesting hahaha.....

Went back to Frenchtown.

Slept.

Woke up.

Went to weird lady's house.

Took us to boonies.

Took pictures of us...naked.

Not really.

Went back to Frenchtown.

Ate gyros.

Went to Missoula.

Went to Costco.

Wandered and ate samples.

Went to several milkshake joints looking for good ones.

Met Marne at CRAIG or some shit.

I drove home.

Woke up next morning.

Went to football.

Half assed practice.

Home.

Rb's with fellas.

Good times.

Ride with fellas.

Fun talks.

homeeeeeeeeeeee.......................


not erally feelin like writin a ton omsflaskjfask sorry.

Always be optimistic...

I've decided I have no idea what to write.

Don't get me wrong, I have plenty to write about.

I'm just having trouble putting it into words some reason.

But I'm doing super effin awesome.

Here are some pictures and videos.

Most are very short so even you guys with dial up can enjoy.

Digga duh duh STOP...Cabin time.

I need work to be done.

I need more time.

For lots of things.

Its like I'm on a tire-swing...

I had a prettyyy good week/weekend.

Football camp wed-friday.

Did some ass kicking and pwned in Helena...

I love that game, even if you do come out of it sore as hell for days.

Its a strange gratification, working as a team, being buddy buddy with all these people.

Uplifting in general.

After the camp I headed to the Relay for Life for around 30 minutes.

It was pretty cool, I ate about 6 bananas, 3 cookies, 1 brownie, and had 1 water.

It was the first year I haven't been able to do it so I was kinda sad about that...oh well.


If I wasn't playing football, I was playing with my Wii.

ner.. AHAHAHAHA....jk

but seriously.


No its a fun device, and it helped pass the usual night shelby talk time.

Yeah I'd have to say Mario = Shelby....


jaykayjaykay jaysus i'm a kidder.

Saturday came rolling around and I had to work.

It was Ranch Days at the ranch and I had parking for the morning.






I just sat in a parking lot for three hours and I was done.

I went home and ate, sat around a bit, then planned the night.


I was hoping to see Shelby for the first time in over a week (omg long time I know) so we arranged to go to the Helena fair.

I called up Joe and we left around 2:15 or so.

We arrived at Shelby's house and sat around and talked while waiting for Chy to get done working.

Shelby's dad filtered in and out of the room, trying to embarass her or brag about his sweet sprinkling system, both of which were pretttty sweet.

Eventually Chy came and we took off to the fair.

It was pretty hot at first and we didn't do much except buy wristbands.

Which were a dumb idea considering how many rides we went on...she was right...

We walked around, ate, talked to various mothers and friends and began with some rides.

We went on the Ferris wheel to warm up...and I've never felt like such a pussy in my life haha...

The first couple times going around scared the shit outta me...but everyone said they were a bit scared at first too...

I guess everyone eventually warmed up.


It was still too hot to go on rides so we went and sat in the grass for a while...

There was a clown nearby and Chy wanted to get a balloon from it.

She waited forever until the clown called her "mom in black".

We all had a pretty good laugh, and Chy earned a new nickname.

Mom...

Teehee.


We went on a few more rides after that, then got some lemonade and fries...both were pretty good.


Sometime between we went and watched a dumbass hypnotist dude...it was so fake I was dying haha....plus on the way there I accidentally kicked a stick and stabbed my toe and bottom of my foot, I bled all over underneath haha.

We layed in the grass for a while and talked to Shanna and whatnot, she was the only one who didn't ditch us forever.

Shes a pretty cool person, fun and easy to talk to, and doesn't treat me like I'm retarded, so its all good.

Shelbs and I layed there and had some good laughs until we finally got everyone back to us.

We kinda split up again and Shelbs and I went looking for a ride to go on.

We went to the parachute one first, but the line was monstrous.

Next up was the little mirror hall thing, the line was really long for that too.

We eventually just settled on the Ferris Wheel, even though the line was super long too.

We were probably in line for around half an hour, but it was worth it, it was a good ride.

I was getting texts and calls during this time and we had to leave almost right after, around 10:40.

Chy was uber pissed and I felt pretty shitty, but by the time we actually got to the car and outta Helena it was 11, so no biggie I guess...still felt bad.

We had a fun ride back to Elliston then, I said goodbye to Shelbs and Joe and I headed home.

We talked about various things, it was great, Joe is definitely my best bud at the moment, even though he is a silly silly man.

Well I got home a little late and got a guilt trip treatment from my mother, but we talked it out and its all good now.


I went to bed immediately, and konked out kinda slow...I felt reallllly dizzy....damn tilt a whirl.


I woke up the next morning and did parking again for the second day of Ranch Days.

It was boring again except this time I got a radio and the orders to call Dave at 11.

I rehearsed what I was going to say in my head ovvver and ovvver, but it came out all jumbled and retarded anyway, I totally blew the opportunity.

I went down to the lower yard, and just hung with Marne and Julie all day.

It was quite fun, playing bingo and making ice cream for the children.

Carson and Taylor came and visited, we talked to them for a while about lots of things.

Then the cousins came with the fam, we took them around showed them everything, then I left with them around 4.

I got to know Issac a bit, hes a cool cat, him and Annie are great together.

We all got home and while the mothers made some amazing pasta, we all played Wii and Guitar Hero.

It was a fun time...when we got our food we all watched AFV, and cried a few times haha, that damn cat.


After a while everyone kinda gathered in the kitchen and Marne whipped out the chocolate fountain.





THAT THING FUGGIN RULES.

Serious, it makes anything a tasty chocolategasm.


After that I tried exposing my young cousins to violence and vulgar humor but they had to leave...

Jake left with them.

Now I'm writing this blog.


ALONE AHH.




Wellll, I hope to hang with some buds this week...and I hope work isn't killer monotonous...and hope to see Shelby again soon....


Buuut thats just a bunch of hopes I have so I gotta keep the optimism low...juuust in case.